Sick Sick Go Away~

Have been coughing & having running nose with slight sore throat these few days. Sad. The worst part is the breathing difficulty is coming back. :(

There’s another event this weekend! The Asia Pacific Food Expo at Singapore Expo Hall 5 starting from this Friday. We are not the organizer, so not so busy this time; just merely doing some coordinating. I cannot afford to be sick! I need to be well for this! *cough*

I miss singing! Totally miss! -.-“ I wanna go ktv! Hmm. After the food expo, I shall go & sing my heart out! Hahaha. Totally excited! Another thing to look forward….i am going BANGKOK soon! Wow! Time flies! Its Nov!..err.. I am turning 22 le.. I shall have a review on this year soon! Haha.. I am running out of cash! I need money money for shopping shopping!!

I am so glad to read all the tags! I am glad to know that frens have been coming & checking out my blog! Gan dong leh! Really! Haha.. now I am freer, I shall try to blog back more frequent k!

I finally change my hp le! Haha! Using the new nokia n85! I lik my phone! But but but .. again, for a not-so-smart technology person…I dunno how to use the functions! This is a Ngage phone! But I dunno where to download (FREE) games… hahaha! I am still exploring… if you all know any website with fun games (that’s FREE), let me know k? hahahah!!
[totally looking for FREE deals…]

Alright, shall blog till here today… here are some pictures……

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Mood: 70% [Sick sick go away~ .. -.-“]

I haven't blog for ages!!

Wow!~ it's been 2months plus since i last blogged!
My first event finally ended! ha~ now i'm in pretty relax mode..
did anyone visit this blog this period of time??

have been OT-ing till 1plus, 2plus .. even 3plus AM & working over workends.. lost track of Sunday & Monday.. not that excited on Friday... Now I am back! ha! trying to get back to life.. need lots & lots of sleep for sure..

Life is definitely fulfilling..especially when i am a newbie in this industry.. I get to meet many people... MANY!!

I met wonderful people who can simply make me smile & happy from my heart.. I oso met people whom I am pissed to the core...

There are people who uses their age to "pressed on you" & LOOK DOWN on you..doubt you, question you. just bcos you are young. you are small. you are short. you are a ger. what the hell!

There are people who see your hardwork, who knows you are trying hard to learn things in the shortest time, trying your best to ensure that everyone is happy with what is happening. The best part is, these people are willing to give you chance to learn & to make mistake..then to learn from mistake.

There are people who talks aot, jokes alot..& at the same time, produce quality work.. they dun bargain for more pay, they joke & asked for more food... they look bangs.. they look playful, but they listen to you & support you fully when you needed them urgently.

There are people who talks alot AMONG THEMSELVES, laze around & thinks that they are highly intelligent & important people. They dressed neatly, look smartly & act well. But they look down on people. ask unnecessay questions & give you only 10% support especially when you need them urgently.They act smart & thought that because they have certain knowleadge in certain areas, they are the greatest.

Respect others before others respect you? please, when you first judge a person by "a ger. young-looking. small. - dun need to listen to her." you are disrespectful already. want ppl to respect you? please learn the fact that "Everyone has something to be learnt."

There's this line that I keep telling myself & some of my closer colleagues, "When you meet people who make you unhappy, think of those who are really nice to you." Life is not that bad after all. =)

Talking about colleagues.. I found 2 really great colleagues now! haha... the 3 of us just laugh & laugh & joke lik nobody's business.. whenever one of us feels unhappy or angry over sth, the other two will lend our ears & hear things out... we would give our opinion & after that, we will laugh it out! basically, we 3 have one main thing in common.... We need a channel to voice out our thoughts & emotions...after that, we are ok. We dun bear grudges & we usually forget the unhappy things after voicing them out. Hey, not many people can do that k? Many ppl will still rem all those unhappiness issues even after voicing out. Trust me, there are MANY people like this ard.

Kel's & I are good~ lol.. wasnt that good two weeks ago cos i OT everyday & was too busy to pick his calls... whenever he called, i was in meeting.. that was how busy i am... i pity my boy.. feel guilty for not able to be with him during his "out" days..
We are good now le! hmm.. cant rem what exactly happened.. I squeezed some time & dine with him last week .. hmm.. i really cant remember what happened.. we just talked alot... really alot.. it's like a REFRESH button; we were REFRESHED! & we are goooood & better than previously! haha.. well well.. absence makes the heart fonder??? haha.. mayb ba... I jus hope i can faster get back to life & regain all my energy so that I can be his Shen Jing Po again~ ;)

Alrght, hope i can have time like now to blog soon.. got to do closing report & get ready for my birthday! hahah~ i am going bangkok for bday this year! i hope the situation in Bangkok can be better by then.. *fingers crossed*

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Mood: 80% [WFA08 is over!~ my love loves me more~ work is more relax! i found some kakis at work! my teeth are closing with smaller gaps... these explain the 80%.. another 20%??? more time & money for SINGING & SHOPPING!!! Cheers!]

New Departure ~ Aug 2008

Dear all!! I have been so busy with the Regional Training last 2 weeks & also clearing my stuff.. so haven’t been free to blog! I am not free now too! Just decide d to jiao dai abit… so here I am!

I din have any rest from my previous job. I ended my 10mths & 2 weeks as Admin Assistant cum half a Personal Assistant of my boss cum receptionist cum training coordinator cum pantry/coffee princess cum … cum… cum.. hahah!
Now, I am working in MP International, a subsidiary co of Pico Art, as Project Executive. I am looking real forward to complete my first project, Wine for Asia 2008.

Can you feel my joy? Ha! Met up with Jia Chyi for dinner before NDP training yest & she totally can feel my happiness! Hmm.. tooth & gum have been playing me out this 2 weeks! Visited the dentist TWICE this week & I am going for the third time later this evening! Thanks to the band, thanks to the fillings.. the antibiotics are so strong that my swollen gum recover so quickly.. but well, cos it was so strong, my body suffered! Was not able to breathe properly & suffered real bad backache last nite.. think I was too tired from last 2 weeks of OT, have been drinking cold drinks, not resting enough & eating the strong strong Antibiotic! :(
Suddenly I type so much! Ha! Alright, jus these tiny updates to tell u that I am really busy these days but I am happy with what’s happening in my life (besides the toothache & breathing difficulty).
Take care ppl! =)

Lots of August ppl this month! Happy birthday to you all!! Enjoy this great mth! Free admission to Singapore Flyer for August babies! You need the NDP goody bag coupon to get this free ride! I have got 2, ask from me if you want k?? I am not kidding, it’s FREE for u!


Hope to blog soon!


Love,
XiaN Mei


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Mood: 85%
Wondering how's things with me & Kelv?? We are good! Still very good!! =) just hope to have more time & more money to spend tgr.. haha~ Love you much much my dear! ;)

烟火的季节

"烟火的季节" = The Season of Fireworks.
We have this in Singapore too! heh! National Day period is the season if fireworks.

Many people love fireworks. Me too. & we love it even more if we watched them with our beloved one. Well, I cant watch it with him this season. I really love to, but i am involved in this year's NDP, so we cant watch it together, side by side.

Don't miss this season k? Bring ur love ones to Esplanade & enjoy this moment together!

Here are some pics I took yesterday. =)

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Mood: 90%

I found a job le! Not gng to reveal much until the agreement is signed. heh! Life's gng to be full of challenges.

I'm feeling very very good now. I am very xingfu. Really very.

But i am afraid that time spent with him will be lesser cos i am changing a new job that requires me to give lots of time. Nonetheless, I pray that we can overcome all obstacles that come along.

Love, XiaN

有你的快樂~

Sorry ppl...

Was busy recently..so nv update..

I am here to share a song tt I like recently.. Enjoy~

王若琳 Joanna Wang - 有你的快樂（Lost in Paradise 中文版）


有你的快樂
我怎么都不想睡
天特别的亮 夜特别的黑
当我深深的呼吸
心中充满想你的甜蜜

想和你走在雨中
想要你牵我的手
傻傻的你不敢说爱
而我也故意要你为我等待

说不出有多么快乐
还是不够这感觉 这一切
就好像飘在外太空 别的星球
只有我们存在

喜欢和你在一起
无聊的生命也变有趣
让你听我的音乐
分享在每一刻的心情

在一起越来越久
开始会对你在乎
这感觉我们都明白
只要你在身边 日子就亮起来

说不出有多么快乐
还是不够这感觉 这一切
就好像飘在外太空 别的星球
只有我们存在

爱情 在这个时候
我的心就像天气
晴时多云偶尔有雨

说不出有多么快乐
还是不够这感觉 这一切
就好像飘在外太空 别的星球
只有我们存在

说不出有多么快乐
还是不够这感觉 这一切
就好像飘在外太空 别的星球
只有我们存在

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Mood: 85% (I'm in Love!)

Sometimes When We Touch.

Sometimes When We Touch - Olivia
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Photos & Video - Sichuan Charity

Photos & my video during Sichuan Charity Show..
I tried to upload the video I have from my camera.. but cant leh!
so, i put this video by Evonne.. thks ger for recording!
It's my first performance aft I lost my voice.. Not as good as before.. but at least my voice, my singing voice is back! =)

Reunite wit several frens here & also made a few nice ppl here.. there is one more show coming up next sat,,but i wont be joining.. I'm going KLwith Crazys!! ehhe..

alright, take care ppl!

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Mood: 65% [i am still hunting for job!!!]